It's 2:30am. My life has been realiy hard this month. I have been working my butt off trying to stay focus and breathing through the problems after problems. Everything is coming out of left field. I woke up at 2am and like a dumb a$$ smoked, Yes, it made me feel worse so I will not be doing that again. I know that going back to the old habit will not make things better. SO I am not going to do that. so again not going back that way. If you all could send some loving thoughts and hugs my way, it would help. Thank you.