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Swooshed!

gayvenda
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I've been MIA for several days, but I'm still wearing 43 days proudly!  Either something is wrong with my laptop or maybe even the EX site.  I've tried to publish 4 blogs in 2 days that were about 4 paragraphs long. When I would get to the end of 4th & final paragraph, the entire blog would be Swooshed into cyberspace.  It happened 4 times!  It's the little things that can knock me off my socks in anger. Talk about frustrating!  I uttered some words that were not possible to be published. 

LOL. Here I am in this happy quit which I've been able to sail through with no incident, then cyberspace scoops up my 4 blogs and I totally lost it on the 4th one!  Happy, joyous and free? Whoa here! Take some deep breaths and only write 2 or 3 paragraphs.  In fact, when I get through with this adventure in writing,  I'll meditate for 20 minutes.  HALT!   

It's all in my perception!  The way I choose to feel and act... I make a choice daily to not smoke no matter what happens. Without that smokey cushion between me and my emotions, I seem to feel more intensely, whether it is happiness and acceptance or anger.  I've mostly experienced joy and gratitude during this quit. It must be grace moving in my life because it was never this easy before. EX is a wonderful site for recovery from Nasty NIc. But EX is people helping people. It has allowed me to find expression through sharing my experience,my strengths and my hope. Nervous Nilly here....Don't want to lose this blog! Adios!

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