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659 Days

Jordan-11-1-12
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When I stoped at the corner store tonight.... when I stepped up to the door... I smelled staled tobacco.  Someone had smoked a cancer stick there.  Since  I quit, 1 year and 10 months ago, I have smelled this BAZILIAN TIMES, and I HATEED it.  This time, almost two years after my quit date.... it smelled good.  
That fact scared the HELL OUT OF ME!!!!   
I've always hated the smell of second hand smoke, even back when I was activly smoking!  But tonight, it smelled good....

So, I HAD A CHOICE..... I could keep consentrating on that smell and remembrer what it felt like, back when I was smoking......................... OF I COULD COME ON TO HERE AND RE READ WHAT ID READ during the BEGINNING OF MY QUIT.    LUckily, I chose to reming myself of all the reasons I quit.  

I read a few articles on WHY QUIT. COM.... and I re read some OLD BLOGS , to remind myself WHY I QUIT

BOTTOM LINE.... I could have used tonight AS AN EXCUSE TO RUIN MY QUIT.... but, INSTEAD, i CHOSE TO STRENGTHEN MY QUIT.  

It was all up to me. I could have smoked, ruinin my quit, and cried emotional pain as the cauese.....

OR I could have honored my promise of NOT ONE PUFF EVER....

I can not even express how happy I am.... how proud of myself I am ... for the road to FREEDOM that I've chosen!!!!!!
NOPE  Nef!!!!

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