Taking actions!

[free2be2]

Just wanted to say Hi ! I've just joined the site. I feel like I have just started this journey. Moving from contemplating the idea of quitting and making some weak attempts to actually taking some real small steps toward my goal. I underestimated the complexity of this addiction thinking that I can always quit if I really wanted to. Have I been in denial for so long? I'm having a hard time admitting  it to myself that I'm an addict.

What do you really feel when you ready to qiut? are you angry and hating this habit so much that you are ready to deal with it? Or you feel like it's the next logical step?

I have 4 weeks before my quit day I want this process to be as smoth as possible...