i am very cautious when it comes to the computer. Therefore when i started on this site, I used my regular
internet alias: Paul Stope. My name is Pam and I am 50 years old. I have smoked since the age of 19 and
have been very stupid for a very long time. This is going to be very hard; I have many painful diseases and
smoking definitely helps with pain. now thanks to me my final disease will be something caused by my
smoking. I have to say Thank You to all who sent wishes and love and I hope we can continue our life
conversation. Right now, I am feeling vulnerable , hot,and i just saw an episode of frankie (bbc) that infuriated
me but i didn't smoke. i wrote you instead.
