I JUST QUIT AGAIN ABOUT 2 HOURS AGO. I AM FEELING VERY DEPRESSED AND HOPELESS RIGHT NOW AND I DONT KNOW WHY. I KNOW I DONT POST ENOUGH ON MY BLOG FOR ANY REAL HELP FROM HERE BECAUSE IT IS HARD FOR ME TO TELL ANYONE WHAT I AM FEELING. I REALLY NEED TO DO IT RIGHT THIS TIME AND AM GOING TO BE PUSHING MYSELF TO BLOG MORE AND LISTEN TO THE OTHERS THAT HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS BEFORE. I WANT TO THANK ALL THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE WHO HAVE TRIED TO HELP ME IN THE PAST BUT DUE TO MY STUPIDITY I HAVE NOT LISTENED TO THEM AND I AM SORRY FOR THAT.
