Dear All,
I know that I am not regular here these days. I have reasons. I am having a difficult time with the after effects of my head injury – that I had 5 years ago.
Mostly mood swing and irritation. I am making progress with whatever resources are available to me.
I am proud to tell you all that I am still on the journey and have not touched nicotine devices since my quit on 09th December, 2013.
I feel better physically these days and my stamina has increased for physical activities.
Another good news is that since past two weeks I am not having those disturbing ‘Smoking’ dreams. Even though dreams, they were very disturbing.
Two of my ‘street’ acquaintances – whom I meet during my daily walk- also have quit for more than two months. I used to tell them about my quit and the positive benefits that I feel. Interestingly, we never asked for names and other details. We are just acquaintances on the walking session!
I am indebted to many on this site, who gave me courage and support when I started my journey. Moreover they are always there for me when I need them. That thought itself was a relief for me.
I may not come very frequently online for few months, but whenever I am online I will visit Ex community and will remember once again my initial days and the support I received during my struggle days.
I am still an a four months old baby on my journey and wish to come and see you all on my first year B’day.
With my sincere thanks to all good souls on this community who extended their support and counseling during my initial struggle to get freedom from nicotine.
Currently I am going through a difficult phase in my life, but it never occurred to me to smoke again.
I can confidently tell you all today that I WILL NEVER EVER SOME OR TAKE ANY NICOTINE DELIVERY DEVICES IN MY LIFE AGAIN
Will always remain friend of you all …..
Sincerely yours
Murali
