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Glad You're All Here

Jules7
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This site and all of you are lifesavers during the hard times and company on the journey. Often you all make me laugh or cheer. Sometimes you help me remember why I keep on keepin on. 

I am having a super hard time right now. My hormones are all f'd up and I am an emotional mess. This is compounded by a stagnant personal life - father in nursing home, mom aging and failing rapidly, work sucks, social life stalled.... blah, blah, blah. I cry a lot and think about smoking more and more often. I look down at my fingernails and am surprised they aren't bleeing from hanging on. 

So I have been creeping around on here for a few days without commenting on posts. Just reading and thinking. I guess trying to decide will I be a relapser and will I quit again if I do? This morning I started to comment on blogs. Giving people some encouragement and words of what passes for my wisdom. It has brought me some relief. It has helped me to realize that we need each other to stay on the right side of our quits, to love us and cheer us on and tell us to buck up already!

So I am going to dive into work and get out of my head and see what else this day brings. Thanks for being here everyone!

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