I haven't been too successful trying to not smoke. I know I can't use this for an excuse and I shouldn't but we've been having such a hard time with our schizoaffective son. We bailed him out of so much. Lots of $$$'s. He went off the wall over the weekend and texted me so many abusive and hateful things. I can't even repeat the things he said to me. Horrible things and calling me things that you couldn't even believe. Too disgusting to repeat. On a lighter note, we are going to do our kitchen over and by me quitting smoking well be able to pay for the kitchen:). The guy is coming out and I told my husband I will quit before we go to the showroom to finalize things. I think I'd like a beautiful kitchen rather than keep putting this disgusting smoke into my lungs. I know I can do it and what a nice reward that will be:)
