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Tense morning

elvan
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Going to have the first of who knows how many extractions this morning...apparently no one can count.  I have many teeth in the back that have broken off at or well below the gum line but I sort of thought the xrays would give them more ability to count.  Oh well, I am hoping all goes well and that I can get this done and start some healing so I can get shoulder surgery scheduled.  I am really grateful that I am not smoking because it will help greatly with the healing process, reduce the risk of dry socket, and keep all of that crap OUT of my mouth when there are open wounds in there.  I am a little scared but I think that if I am honest with myself, I am a lot LESS scared than I would be if I was smoking.  I am 81 days into this quit so I am in the "middle" or NML, might have actually passed the middle marker.  I AM going to make this, I am getting stronger every day in many ways.  Wish the shoulder pain and its associated pain would go away but I am sort of thinking that TODAY, I will be concentrating on something else.  Hope everyone has a great day.  I am sending prayers to Youngatheart (Nancy) and do hope we get some more GOOD news today. 

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Retired RN, worked ICU/ER developed RA in early 90's, unable to work because of brittle bones from high dose steroids. Diagnosed with COPD 5 yrs ago but sure it was there and progressing long before. Live with severe chronic pain, degenerative disc disease, had both upper lobes of my lungs removed in 2015. Struggle with shortness of breath. Work in son's cafe as a cashier 2 days a week to be around people. I am a people/animal person. Lost my home and three cats in a fire on my ten month anniversary of quitting smoking. Never thought of smoking, knew it wouldn't help anything.