I haven't had much of a garden in 2 or 3 years - i only had a bay tree. Well, my bay tree died and i got the idea in my head to buy some flowers to start a new garden. First, i had to clear out my flower bed; its a big flower bed and it took a while to get out all the sticks and pine cones and straw out of it.
I thought that this new garden would give me something to nurture and care for not to mention having something pretty to look at. BTW - i have really been stressed out lately and feeling urges to smoke 😞 don't worry, i haven't smoked. I just needed something to do besides feeling the urges.
So, i got some flowers and got them home and started digging holes to plant them; it felt so good to dig that hole and put that little flower in there and the stress just lifted off me! I go outside to see my garden all the time now and i guess its just another way of dealing with all the triggers i have had lately. I am still smoke free but i just feel like i need something to relax me so i drink tea, thats all.
Its nice that the sun is back too so that the spring could come back and let me garden.
Just some things i wanted to share with you all, Friends. I still come here because i know how easy it is to start smoking without a support system in place, with lots of friends. Thanks for the encouragement thus far 🙂
Love, LIsa
