Good morning. Day 4 and I can't believe I am still here. Other times I have tried I was never prepared. Gave up on day one, day three etc. so today is very important to me. Again and again I will say this web site has helped me so much. And everyone who has helped me I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It is so important that I give this my all. I won't go into ALL my weird feelings. All of you are fighting your own demons. We have to be here for each other. I was an only child, but I feel I have gain so many brothers and sisters on this web site. God bless you for all of your support. Love Nonna