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An unexpected guest...

motherlovebone
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...who smokes.  After I had a few drinks.  Kids in bed.  I did not protect my quit.
NO excuses.  I don't even see any point in describing it, because it's irrelevant how it happened.  No one put that cigarette to my lips but me.  And I almost had a week. 
But I'm trying to draw wisdom from thoughts such as this:
"We cannot evoke the Great Ones by chanting songs, for the only songs that draw them are the lives we live; and many are the intelligences and the planes of nature which we attract by the powers of invocation during our wanderings in the lower worlds.  But, always, regardless of what they appear to be, they are drawn not by the things we say, but by the things we are." 
(from the Qabbalah)
I won't quit quitting.

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