Hi EX friends
I have been lurking but not writing much.
I had a scary day today. No tigers or bears or goblins or anything like that.
I did however, have a nico-demon episode. Yep. 7 strong months into my quit and BAM!!!!! Blind sided!
I have been under significant amount of stress lately and have been feeling vulnerable to say the least.
Anyhow, I made it through because I know what to do, but S%&# if it wasn't so hard. I had to cry. And hard.
We need to be prepared at all times. It can be so easy to throw away your quit in a moment of stress if you're not prepared. So. Easy.
Keep reading and keep protecting!!
That's all I have right now. Is it weird to say that I feel traumatized by my nico-demon episode? Good grief.