I completely ruined my quit day June 15 was my quit day and when I set the day I chose it as there was nothing going on that day that would interfere or tempt me...haha to that. I instead ended up helping Help for Abused Partners with a fundraiser that was a poker run and a concert after run. I was surrounded by smokers and was the only person who knew how to do a poker run. My BFF was a frazzled mess and the person who promoted the event made a mess of the poker run by offering a few people who preregistered extra hands and never told us about that so we had angry bikers to condend with (no fun). All in all it was a good day for HFAP, but I smoked. I tried not to, but I did it anyway, then I did it gain, and again. Finally I just said forget it! I will reset my quit day and try again. 5 days ad counting and this time I will be more prepared I only have myself to blame.
