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45 days in, But today is bittersweet

nita8
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Hi Gang!!


I am happy to report that I am still going strong at 45 days, but I don't know how long this will last. I had a Doctors appointment yesterday(Ultrasound) and as of yesterday I should have been 12 weeks and 3 days, but the ultrasound showed 8 weeks and 3 days. I am devastated. I really tried to be as healthy as possible with this pregancy, eating the right foods, drinking more water and even exercising, but God had another plan for me. It was so disappointing to look at the monitor and see my baby not breathing and how I have to break the news to everyone, that seemed so happy and excited for me. For now I need to surround myself around all the support I can because a smoke sounds so relaxing right now, but I know I have to stick to it for my 2 girls.

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