Family Stress

[troy11]

I seem to be picking up some more stress from home. Enough to the point to where I just wanna give up and leave. I know for a fact that if I end up doing that I will end up smoking again so I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. About the only thing that is keeping me from starting again is myself and my wife's grand daughter who is 4 years old. She just told me the other day that I don't smell like smoke like her grandpa does. That really put a big smile on my face. Been drinking a lot more coffee than usual and started back to sucking on hard candy again to help cut back on those dirty urges to smoke again. I think I am the one who is keeping the Jolly Ranchers company in business lol. I spend about $30 a month on those things which is about equal to a cheap carton of cigarettes. I would rather spend the money on the candy every month compared to buying cheap dirty smelling smokes. Sorry to have bought my personal life in here but I needed somewhere to vent without getting into trouble. Everybody take care and God bless!