what a weekend?!?

[kimormanward]

This weekend is one to put in the books of worst weekends ever. friday was generally ok. still had alot of cravings and urges. but i battled through it by chewing nicorette gum. then today happened. i was going to the store for milk for breakfast for my kids and my youngest seven yrs old and we get t boned luckily on my side. i have five broken ribs, and both my thigh bones are broke and i have whiplash. some angel was looking down on my son cause he didnt even have a scratch. i will be in the hospital til tuesday, which is actually five yrs to the day i quit drugs, cause they had to put rods and screws and stuff to fix me. but the person who hit me died and right now all i want is a cigarette. something to make me feel better. now the urges and cravings are severe