hello everybody. im scared that my life will be ruined. I love to sing and every year my voice gets worse! Now my voice is really bad and i hate that because i love acting and i want to audition for musicals in our community theatre but cant because it's my voice! i constantly crack and it doesnt help that I have GERD and ANXIETY which makes me smoke alot! my doctor says i shouldnt be smoking with gerd but i cant help it. Singing and songwritting is my life and these nasty cigarettes that im addicted to is taking it away from me. i worked so hard on training my voice and now its basicly for nothing! i hate it! i need to quit...hopefully this works because i need a new life.
