Wanting to change!

[Sandra49]

Hi, my name is Sandra  and I am back on. I can honestly say the first time I was on here I was not a 100 percent commited. I want to start the program over where they tell you how to start new habits but I don't know if they will show me that program again(habit changer). I know I need to quit and I feel the affects it has on my body every day. I had 2 people die in my family from lung cancer.I also have a relative that is going through cemo now. I am really scared that I will find a reason not to quit (talk myself out of it). Smoking is like my best friend sad to say but true! I also live with a smoker who has no plan of quiting, that makes it harder also. I guess I am hoping if I keep coming on this website I will find the way and the courage to quit. Thanks for letting me share my story. I will be back on later, Sandra *_*