Im still mouning the loss of my marriage. Yes he was an alcholic and yes it was not good most of the time and yes I loved him. I dont know where to put that at this time.
Yes I am at times... mourning the loss of my habit. Yes it was deadly and yes it was not good ... all of the time. Yes I know in each case both are the right choices for me. I dont know where to put this either. Im still early in my quit, um 10 days ... and counting. Big strong craves last night, I think they are going hand in hand with my new amped up anger at finding out that I was cheated on during the marriage but I was the one that was accused of it.
So, you think and dwell and you move on. Refraining from smoking,,, putting it where it needs to be. I think I have run out of pockets. Anyone know how to sew??
