Today is my 6th day of being smoke-free, I thought I had the worst withdrawal and craving on the frst few days. But I was wrong. Last night was the worst experience that I have so far. I never felt so weak and helpless, it feels like my body melting like a candle. Every second pass by the worst and worst I feel. I've gotten to the point where I thought i'm going to lose conciousness whenever I stand up. To make it worst, i forgot to bring my nicotine gum and patch. So all I have in me is my strong will and images of those people who are been supporting me with these journey. Even though I feel not that much different right now compare from last night, I'm proud to say that I was able to surpass the psychological challenge of going back to smoke.
