On Saturday night, my day 32, I gave in and had one. Tasted like crap...and I was angry and disgusted with myself. While there is no good reason for it, I worked patrol OT and was partnered with another officer who smokes (my brand), there was little to nothing going on on the street, and I was listening to my beloved Indianapolis Colts get beat by the Jets. So I gave in. If you find yourself in this position....RUN FROM IT.
Luckily, I haven't had any desire to get another one, so I'm hoping that the Lord was smiling on me by not re-igniting the addiction. So far so good, and back where I need to be.
