15 hours and counting.....
Wow, what an overwhelming feeling. I'm not sure HOW to feel right now. I'm a little terrified, I'll admit that much. I want to smoke constantly all day just cuz I know this is it. Anyone else ever feel like that the day before their quit? I also just want the day to be over so I can wake up tomorrow and have my first smoke free day. Very conflicted feelings right now. It almost feels like losing an old friend, even though we all know that smokes are definitely not our friends. Friends don't kill you one tiny piece at a time. I am bound and determined to do this, nothing is going to stop me. Not the fear, not the anxiety, nothing. I AM quitting tonight and tomorrow will be a wonderful day. Well, at least it will be smoke free ( = I can't guarantee the wonderful part. So, keep your fingers crossed for me everyone.... I'm gonna put up a "many hours since my last smoke" in the morning. So every time I look at it, I'll know the progress I'm making and how damn great it feels!
