OMG!!!!

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I cant seem to stop thinking about tht smoke, i even keep reaching for them like they are there!! Me and my finace keep fighting over nothing...and my poor kids that dont unbderstand why im getting so frustrted so easily!! damn it!!! i cabt seem to keep my mind off it and be happy!!! i want to quit and i have for 6 days now, but it aint getting no easier!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! idk what ta do my hosue is spotless cant get no cleaner, have not thing to do to plan for the wedding, so knw im stuck and i need one and i have nothing else!!!! omg!!!! this suxs!!!