Hey X'RS,
Im going on day 4 now, i really want a drag especially bc times are tough in my life right now. I used to own a business but lost that, my condo got foreclosed on and i have been unemployed for 2 months now....i literally have $18 to my name and the stress is killing me. I have a pack of smokes left over from when I quit and even though I have been strong for 4 days, that pack is calling my name!! I know I am strong enough to quit but i want to test my will power, i want to smoke ONE cigarette for a couple reasons: 1)lose this craving 2) see if the taste or smell makes me sick 3) see if i can have just one and thats it! Now If i was reading this message I would tell myself not to smoke one bc it will bring me back but is it possible for me to have this one cig/drag and move on??? dont know what to do......
Leo
