Today I am still going strong and am still smoke free. I am very proud of myself but still very, very cautious of everything I do, every where I go, everyone I hang around with, every step I take I about if my quit will be effected I have to say that it has become exhausting. I just want a bit of normalcy in my life again but I am in fear that if I got back to normal (hang around my smoking friends, go out for a few drinks etc..) I will mess up and start smoking again and I can not for the life of me ever have that happen again!!!
Can anyone tell me their experiences/thoughts on when it is safe to start to jump back into things, or if it will every be safe again?
Everything I do to keep my quit everyday for the 41 days I have under my belt is all because of what I received from all of you on this site. I may not blog, but I am on everyday sometime a few times a day and I read every blog and soak in all the information I can! Thank you all…
